I can feel the fear crawling on my skin
Screaming just trying to shut her out.
Once again I see the picture of her face,
that pretty little face smiling back on me.
That hideous beautiful smile that I just hate.
So beautiful, so disgustingly beautiful, so not me.
Just something I wish I could be.
Terrified.
Her name is always on my mind.
I hear her whispering in my ear.
"You will never be like me" she says.
Perfection, that's her name.