i wish this winter never happened,
i wish this autumn never happened,
i wish this summer never happened,
everything would feel so fine.

no thoughts to drag me down,
no people important to me,
no feelings not to be responded,
everything would feel so fine.

to live in another town,
to live in another country,
to go to a different school,
everything would feel so fine.

without class mates hate,
without this awfull angst,
without my extreme shyness,
everything would feel so fine.

so please, make it feel fine.