What do i feal ?

I'm confused, I don't know whats fake or whats real,
And i can't understand the fear that i feel.
Every thing is turnd upside down,
Im sad, irritated and angry,
I don't know how to make these feelings to stop,
As fast as i feel happy they come back, like "pop"!
I'm standing here alone and i have no where to go,
All the people around just stands there, they don't care
My feelings are making me sad,
But some times when i see you I become glad,
But those moments are extremely rare...

Written by: Tobias Berglund (2012-11-20)