I was walking home in the dead of night.

No wind,not a single sound outside.

Alone with my self and my vulnerable thoughts,

my knees became weak, my heart began to shatter.
and the realization that came, was like being beaten with a hammer.


I could no longer fill my denial with alcohol and other distractions.
There was an emptiness in my soul, a fracture

The ugly truth had made its presence.

He was gone, never to come back…Whispered the silence.