a thought of darkness
whisper inside my head
tells that life is worthless
and everything will be better when i´m dead

try to ignore the pressure
paralyzed by weakness that tored me apart
just hear from all that i only become a failure
so tired so it feels like i´m worthy
the salvation that came from the thought from the dark

visions became so real from the safe-place
where i used to hide
in time it will be in the grave
where i came to be cured
from the disease called life

the light that led the way in front
has since long lost its' helping glow and shine
darkness is my only friend
who don´t judge me for the mistakes i´ve done
marching forward in to the cell
to be lost alone in a frozen time
where existence no longer is
and there´ll never be new age under a lifebringing sun