all of me
drowned in my own blood
still fighting though i know i've lost
and i never really dared to hope for more
i'm out of my life
living for anybody but me
they need me you need me she needs me
but i don't need anyone but me
and i'm out of my mind
anxiety won't stop me from breathing in then breathing out
i am not afraid but it hurts not to care
feeling absolutely nothing
nothing but the ghost of me
taking over my body
back in reality
and oh how it hurts
to see you look through me