get to speed
all your demons
b'coz I'm not going to
be nice in my poems, tonight

after all said and done
tonight is time once again
for me to open the bag of my heart
you've to be patience with me, tonight

but I can promise you this
the next day I'll be me again
the one that loves you, yet still
like he always has done and never stop

but tonight
let me be someone else
someone that you made me
lets put it this way that we're even

despite your promises
there you're someone elses arms
here I'm almost more crazier than before
but what can I do when love commands this way?

I can not even categorise my feelings tonight
but I know this for sure, I've to rain, I've to fall
the higher, the better.. maybe that is for the best
watching you from somewhere else.. perhaps from a fantasy
from another angle but reality
because i want be free from what my eyes see
what my heart feel and what my poems say..