this is a completly mess. my life 

I don´t feel sorrow for anyone more 

Not even God can help me get up from this deep hole I fell into

for all I know I'm living hell on earth

The only thing I wish you to feel happiness even if I feel sorrow

I miss you every day wise owl

I don´t want to live anymore, what have I done ? Every day I speak to people in my hometown they acting normal, but people on the net...

I crying every day this is not a fair game I can´t understand the liar 

Why killing people, why take away people´s possibilities

it´s cruel everyone is equally worthwile

I don´t talk

I like silence because no one understand me

we don´t talk the same language