To all my friends who gives up on me sometimes.
I’m sorry, I understand why you leave
When I never listen it is hard to believe
I repeat the same mistake over again and again
But don’t fucking accuse me of it being pretend.

Of course it wasn’t al that bad
It was a fucking rollercoaster
Sometimes it was good and all up in the sky
Then BAM it when down
And I was screaming, crying and scared for my life.

Going round and round in a circle of heaven and hell
But I don’t wanna go back n forth
It was toxic af, anyone but me can tell.
Thats why I need your support
I might not have a scar or a bruise
But don’t you understand
I don’t fucking pretend
Its narcissistic abuse

Believe me when I say I don’t wanna go back
But it’s harder than you think when the love is like crack.
Sorry, I’m loosing my track
Point is I’m sorry and I understand why you give up on me sometimes
When I do the same shit and still end up listening to 9 crimes.
I know I’m stupid and wreckless and even a little sad
But I can’t do this on my own, this time it’s really bad.

This little poem of mine
Is a little apology for taking your time
Don’t you worry bout mine
I’m gonna be just fine
Gonna be fine fine fine
Gonna be fine...