I'm praying now for the final turn:
I'm done with my outrageous fate.
A thousand times, I estimate,
I lost, and thousand times returned.

And I assume it gotta be enough -
Again, once more, a thousand and one
the life of mine has no need to come -
Don't make the Univerce to laugh!

I lived by heart and soul through foreced lives
and each of those lives has ended bad -
with hearteche and myself ashamed
for purety of thougths and innocence of love.

So, please, just stop! I tried, I swear I've tried.
But every time, this each and every f@cking time
I had no choce, no voice, no vote of mine
I couldn't change a thing. Endurance's running dry.

Lets set on fire past and let it burn,
I have no sorrow, no grief and no regret.
I've tried so hard forgive all and forget,
so let it all be gone. I'm in my final turn.

10.04.2023