#wellness Tomas Emma:

"I want to be the

father you never had."

Carrotflower Äventyrian ????

with enough misery i realized that the small sparks i have when im ok i wont complain. im quite tired of the truther community. everyones a paranoid junkie there. caring about others is the greatest politics. theres no international parent awareness month. parents just get shit by everyone especially their kids. Ive never met my children and i dont think im a good rolemodel. but i dont want to impress chicks anymore i want to make a difference. anyway i know no one cares about this in 4d with near 0 views and no comments of course. but thats what its like being a parent. working triple shift doing a 100 things in a day. its never easy its horrible. but seeing your kids grow up is worth all the turmoil. i guess. i dont know that because i wont get to see that in this rebirth. i hope this posts at least. this is especially written for tiktok. i got on the net an hour ago and Ive felt horrible since.

always remember: take care of yourself and others. it shouldnt be onesided. it never truly is. but stop lying to yourself and stop taking so many drugs. be there for your kids. be for real. my mother never was or is. shes a cocaine junkie. just an immense paranoid emotionally decrepid failure.

you know when youve fucked up and you know when youve been a good person. but shes just not that. yeah Sara its your 49th birthday today hows the snorting going. i dont care.

but i do care. the few people i have left i do try to care about. but my mums just a basket case.

It got censored on tiktok.