Close my eyes, shut the door
Promise myself; never more
Fall to the floor, curl up into a ball
Listening now, to death\'s call

Gotten hurt, too many times
Is it a sentence, for my crimes?
Hurt because, of what I craved
It\'s okay now, I don\'t wanna be saved

Not the place, for me to grow
Have to end it, have to let go
Relaxing slowly, giving in to a dream
Stillness, peace, not a scream

Itching pain, in my arm
It\'s okay now, I\'m safe from harm
Free from love, free from hate
No going back, it\'s too late

Telling myself, \"just a short pain\"
Dripping blood, like silent rain
And after that, what happens then?
No one will ever, hurt me again