and the only feeling i\'ve felt which is connected to love is the feeling of being hurt, alone and drowned in pain
no one ever gave me a chance to feel loved,
no one ever gave me a chance to feel worthful
i want someone
but not anyone
i\'m not that desperat - i hope
i\'m fucking tired of waking up, every morning, alone
i\'m fucking tired of making breakfast to myself only
and have the tv as my nearest friend
am i a social retard?
am i the problem?
am i the only one to blame?
my house is too big,
i\'m strongly considering moving home to my parents again
why am i like this?
why am i lonely?
why is there no one, who i can cry and laugh with?
what\'s your reason to hate me?

kill me.




tomorrow i\'ll be gone