All those nice
and caring things
you say to me just hurts
because I know
I’m not a single one of them

I’m just a ugly
selfish whore
I’ll just hurt you
time after time

A single mistake
becomes more and more
mistakes
Blow my fucking head
off
Bang Bang Bang
Off the head
go

You can do
what you want
Hit me
strangle me
rape me
kill me
Do what you want
so I still can be
yours

I miss being
in your arms
already
You can only
imagine