i´m addicted
addicted to that rush which
creates and destroys
makes me high and low

vital and lethal
maker of dreams and nightmares
it is my drug of choice

keeps me up at night
gets me through the day
this drug of mine

without it
life would be an empty void
with it
life is heaven and hell
but never empty
never

mother theresa, ted bundy and i
all of us addicted to that rush
the rush of emotions