Im so sorry my sweet but i have to admit defeat.

I still love you so as I just can't let you go ,but you make it so hard
as you don't understand my pain.

You say you want it to end that you instead want to be my friend, but it's not as easy as you make it sound ,as all this seems to be a dream and my heart is beating within a silent stream of hope.

Yet you rip my heart apart as your words pierce right through, what do I have to do to get through to you !?


Even though I love you so I know you will never be mine yet my heart is breaking and my body is aching and I feel so sore.

"oh please help me as I dont know if im able to take this anymore !!?"


I gave you the last piece of my heart hoping that you and I would be together forever, but now I see how wrong I were as I didn't seem to be heard .

"oh please take me back before I get a heart-attack!!"


All these voices inside my head spinning around twisting my mind to the ground as i feel so lost.

The thoughts runs through my soul as it's making me lose controll of what's right and wrong oh I wish I just would be found.

You were most precious to me as I cared about you so as I feel I don't want to let you go .

This can't be true as I've cried a million tears for you,
is this a dream or is it real, I just wish I knew what to feel?

I want to fade away in to the darkness in to despair as this burden is to much for me to bare.