Words can’t express how I feel
I try to think of my happy place
But that place no longer feels real

I try to focus, try to breath
But the air is heavy
And a moment of doubt has planted its seed

I feel so angry and ugly and mean
The words are swaying
My emotions they swift from nothing, in between

Such a stupid thing
Such a stupid face
Such an enormous pressure
Mounting in its daze

If I would tell you what this is all about
Your thoughts wouldn’t linger
You wouldn’t have a single doubt

These words that I’m saying
That doesn’t make sense
If I would tell you what they’re intending
You’d probably call me dense

I’ll just say that it’s nonsense
And sure, that it is fine
But in my head the doubts linger
And I wish I could pass through time

I’ll just let the subject rest now
And hope it reaches its end
I’ll just drive away the suspicion
And leave it in suspense