Gasping senselessly
To breathe and, sleeping
Under those rotting hearts and
Under the weight of your hand
On my throat, so soft
Yet stone cold, and
With little to no warmth
On that cold spring so long ago

Trying to find my rhythm
In this dead, zombie-living
Routine wanking, heart-frightened
Inner child-killing, stone sniffing
Drug stoning and stone laughing
Swarming city

Take a deep breath
And feel my
Live action suffocation
In a theatre near you, and
Gladly clapping and cheering for
An encore
By my dead decaying brain
Caused by multiple orgasms
Caused by you
It's the you in you
It's the you town
Everywhere I go I see
You
I feel you
Your scars beating
It's the beat
Between you and me
It's the sad sad living
Causing the beat beating
And the sweat sleeping
Undertaking night, where I
Lay in my coffin
Trying to end it all
But all I get
Is a bad night's sleeping