There's a room with no door,
Where I lost my sanity to you
In a room with bloodstained walls,
I keep wondering if you took my life too?

Did I ever even leave that place?
Did I make it out alive at all?
Cause I keep seeing that prison,
It keeps haunting me as I fall

Deeper and deeper into this nightmare,
Even though I know, I know that it's all in my head
But don't tell me to fucking live,
When I feel like I'm already dead!

So don't call this life; I may be alive,
But there's got to be more to it than this!
Every day is a pain, a regrettable feeling,
Each memory one more than I would wish

No, this isn't living,
This is barely fucking breathing!

And there's this room in my mind,
Where I keep on paying the cost
In a room with no way out,
Everything I've loved became everything I lost

Did you follow me when I left that place?
Cause I can honestly perceive
That it's not cause you're not with me,
It's cause you never leave

That I can't shake off this nightmare,
Even though I know, I know that it's all in my head
But don't tell me to fucking live,
When I feel like I'm already dead!

So don't call this life; I may be alive,
But there's got to be more to it than this!
Every day is a pain, a regrettable feeling,
Each memory one more than I would wish

No, this isn't living,
This is barely fucking breathing!
There's no way that this is living,
This is just barely fucking breathing!