sorry myself for hurting me
I didn\'t mean it
thought it might help a little
I just wanted to feel better

sorry myself for making me bleed
but poeple say that blood is beautiful
and I want to be beautiful to
wont beauty make me happier?

sorry myself for thinking such thoughts
I don\'t want to die
I just don\'t know what to do
\'cause the blood is all that really keeps me alive

sorry myself for hurting me
just one more cut
it wont hurt me
I\'ll feel so much better

just one more...
just some of these pills
I\'ll only go to sleep for a while
and then I\'ll feel better

soon it all will be allright...