You came in to my life
you just fly
like a glad butterfly
and I didn’t even
noticed you then
and I know I love you now
but I need to figure out
when did I start to notice you
when, when and then why
because when you’re around
my soul fly
for you I would die.
Why couldn’t I realize
and why are my feelings so strong
I keep telling my emotions
that this is so freaking wrong.
And I know at the same time
it is right for me
but still this place
isn’t where I want to be.

Complications
and I try to be strong

I need my feelings to shatter
and leave me the fuck alone.