My worst fear is sleeping

This is where I face my demons

Naked and exposed

Towards all the dread that slumbers within me



In my sleep I feel you

I hear you

I see you

And then I panic

Struggling to get away

But no matter how far I run or how well I hide

You are always right behind me

Forcing me to realize what I have lost

Making me remember what I am trying to forget



Until someone

One special unknown someone

Lay her hand on my forehead

Stroking my hair slowly

Telling me that everything is going to be ok

And watches over me while I sleep

Like a guardian angel

Only that can make my fear go away

Only then may I rest



I am praying for my angel

So tired now