how could it be, that something so strong, just turn out to be somthing so weak? I used to have my head straight, my goals was infront of me. I saw me opportunitys that have just been taken away from me.

My dignity is stolen, and so is my innocent that used to blossom in me. The goels that i once had, has blowned away with the wind. Everything i was proud of, everything good in me has been walked all over and know im traped inside of me.

Every one i thought i had and knew turned out to be an illusion, a farytale made by me. Its a bless to give som much love, but it hurts to damn much not to recive the one thing we all are searching for. Love!