Living in a state of agony and rage

I'll never let you see the secret side of me

I keep it caged but when you are near I can't control it

So stay away from me, I feel the agony and I just can't hold it

If I let it out it'll tear me up, break me down

When I'm near you I feel the fear dissipate

Feel my soul come awake to find that I'm still needed

I crave more I'm beautifully addicted


When I'm asleep all I dream of is waking up to you

I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

I don't want to sleep, I don't want to dream

There is nothing left of me and all I hear is this voice

That I got what I deserved, I'm in misery

The rage is burning up my memories of you

All that I have left is the ashes from the fire

Crying me a river to clean it all up

I just can't seem to understand, I'm so confused

All she left me with was, I'm sorry

Is this how we say goodbye, is this how it's going down

I don't wanna think about it, don't wanna talk about it

I'm just so sick about it, you're making me ill

Blisters on my skin, paralyse my body, screaming out

I want you but you turned away


Strap me down, beat me up, and cut me open

Love is bleeding out and all I can see is the lies behind your eyes

These cuts are so much deeper then they seem

My charred soul and scarred heart will never heal

I'm back in the black hole I've dug, surrounded by darkness

I want to live again, break out, I need a rebirth

I'm waiting for shining eyes to resurrect me

To release me from these dark shackles

To make me smile and laugh again

Eyes that will make me love one more time