Forget… think, think… Forgotten

Can’t think, thoughts elude me

No solid ground to stand on

Earth is slowly dissolving around me



So fucking dark, the sun is shining

But over me there is a heart-rending shadow pitch black

As Death itself.

I really fucked it up this time

So much for purpose, so much for love and joy

I think I forgot but I forget what I was suppose to forget



Death is standing here beside me

I’m so cold, the shadows are eating my warmth away

No strength to fight this, not anymore

What would be the point?

Slipping further down into the darkness

Only one holding my hand is Death

Forever smiling, you smug motherfucker!



The sun is still shining but I’m still in the shadows

With no solid ground to stand on

You knew how vulnerable I was

Still you toyed with me and fucked me over

I wish the seven hells have saved a spot for you

An eternal place filled with misery and agony

You deceitful cunt!



No point any more, just bury me alive

Medicate, beat me, stab me, fucking break me

Don’t ever let me stand up again

I give in, release me from this, let it end.

PLEASE…..