Forget… think, think… Forgotten
Can’t think, thoughts elude me
No solid ground to stand on
Earth is slowly dissolving around me
So fucking dark, the sun is shining
But over me there is a heart-rending shadow pitch black
As Death itself.
I really fucked it up this time
So much for purpose, so much for love and joy
I think I forgot but I forget what I was suppose to forget
Death is standing here beside me
I’m so cold, the shadows are eating my warmth away
No strength to fight this, not anymore
What would be the point?
Slipping further down into the darkness
Only one holding my hand is Death
Forever smiling, you smug motherfucker!
The sun is still shining but I’m still in the shadows
With no solid ground to stand on
You knew how vulnerable I was
Still you toyed with me and fucked me over
I wish the seven hells have saved a spot for you
An eternal place filled with misery and agony
You deceitful cunt!
No point any more, just bury me alive
Medicate, beat me, stab me, fucking break me
Don’t ever let me stand up again
I give in, release me from this, let it end.