The hardest thing for me to do
is to say
\"I love you too\"

Four words are driving me insane
leaving you to hope in vain

Maybe I don’t love you all that much
you just don’t have the right touch

That’s right
What? Didn’t you hear me ?
Don’t you remember how you used to hold me tight
stroke my hair and whisper \"Darling, you will see that You and I are meant to be\"

So many times I’ve lain under you crying
every time you hit me I felt a part of me dying
but you just kept on abusing
hit me harder, fucked me longer, found it amusing
to watch me die

I bet this is kind of confusing
Ever felt this way?
Don’t worry, that’s your dignity your loosing
this time you’re gonna pay

All our friends thought we were
so damn happy together
Happiness is a distant feeling
no one ever saw me jump off the reeling

Now listen

I won’t be your girlfriend, wife or lover
cause you’re an asshole undercover