Torsdagsnatt
I take a deep breath of my filthy cigarette
The smoke from my mouth makes a silhouette
Forming into things my mind chooses to see
Scary thoughts that just won’t leave me be
Looking down on myself thinking how I am so worthless
Thoughts about myself I just can’t suppress
A soulless corpse just walking around
Buried in my mind so deep into the ground
A corpse that is just waiting to be found
But a light hits my eye and I start to reconsider
I am more than just this worthless little critter
I break free from my chains and get out of the dirt
Free from my grave and free from the hurt
The ghosts in my mind seems to be gone
The darkness they all carried is suddenly withdrawn
I will use this gift, this fresh new start
To listen to the true context of my heart
Love and Happiness to the people in my presence
Love and happiness in its most pure essence