I am afraid i will never fit in

I cant stand all these feelings i bare within

I hate what my mind forces me to see

I hate that in my heart its still you and me

I remember your smile, i remember your smell

You were the one who brought me out of my shell

When we were together you were the witness

You made me strip my layers of thickness

You were my angel sent from above

That made me love

But now im numb

I feel so dumb

How could i ignore you

I just want to explore you

Know you, inside out

See you sprout, call out

To the world that you are mine

You're so fine

So divine

But its all in my mind

And then it hits me

You are no longer with me

Im alone.