I've died a thousand times
Over the course of these few years
I've drowned in my own tears
Diving on my own spears

And now I'd just like to know

Does it show?

I'm trying to remember
What I used to live for
Back before December
What did i adore

It's like my life is gone
Everything before, forgotten

So where's my inspiration, oh holy sensation
What did I do, before I did you

Do I listen to the wind or to you breathing in my ear
Do I light my fire for warmth or out of fear

I would just like to know