Handsome weather,
For a sprint of time
It doesn't matter,
As long as this time's mine,
In a world of fees,
In the world of no freebies,
I would enjoy the breeze,
Without needing seas,
Of freedom,

I'm shamed by my own free will,
Of the opportunities I'm needing,
I can't leave em,
But still,
I'm plus minus nill,
Not sad right now,
I'm at the top of my hill,
I'm enjoying these moments,
And yet I'm still,
Missing something,

I don't know what,
Maybe freedom,
Maybe not,
Enjoying life,
As long as I've stopped,
Fuming of anger,
Breaking down,
I don't wanna feel lost,
I wanna be content,
Without a frown,
Wanna enjoy life,
In a slightly dead town,
I wanna face the fact,
That's it's really quite sound,
Although not ideal,
It's the best I've found,
For a while,

Right now at this moment,
I should let my dream just stew,
Till the day I get away,
To a place that's new,

Then I can say I've enjoyed,
The time in-between,
In this slightly alive town,
Where it's hard to dream,
Enjoy boredom as,
A right of passage,
It's reality,

Freedom isn't a package,
It's a way to bypass depravity,
It's intensely overrated,
But at the same time not,
It's a goal so distant,
That very few have got,
It's what I enjoy,
And to some extent have,
Take a second look,
My life's not that bad,
But not really good,
In some ways decent,
There's a problem with this,
Some will never have,

It this good,

But for my own sanity,
I really should,
Stop thinking,
Not caring,
But loose the collective guilt,
That I'm wearing,
For the society,
We keep sharing.