I could have used a hi
in these times of darkness
Not a single word from you

What did I ever do?
When did I mistreat you?
I'm always the one waiting for your call
Waiting for a text, anything at all

I know you have your demons
I know you have your pain
You have told me that many times
and even that it's to late

I've been trying to help you
Even cried with you too

But are you the only one here?
Are you the only one with demons and fears?
What if I wanted a call?
Someone that could hug me, kiss me, be with me until I fall

Tho all of this I cannot leave
Because you are a fixed part of me
I cannot hate you
Because hating you would betray my own heart
I hate the fact that I don't hate you
Not even a little bit, not even at all

I'll keep on waiting for you to come around
Saying you want to try a second time
And I'll just say yes and give you a kiss
Because no matter why you gone
No matter how long
You're the only one I miss