We were going to call our kid Paul

no one saw me crying when we didn´t

Dreams were hidden and forgotten

I´m afraid of not finding them again

My laughter was a play

directed by you

When I finally got the courage to leave

you were the one acting like a winner

Friends stopped looking my way

now I know they never were

I left my years behind

sleeping in the hands of a lie

I never got a kid called Paul

but I still got a child in my heart

Running over fields of forgivness

over and over again

My heart is getting stronger

and my laughter is no longer owned

Please se me for who I am

I know it´s a cliché

But really that is what I want

You, to see me....