Today is today, tomorrow is tomorrow and yesterday is forever gone

It is hard enough to remember the past. But tomorrow , the future, is unreachable.

It might not even come

Yet I dwell the past of distorted memories and I try to predict every inch of the future

Every worst case scenario played out before my eyes in 3D

I re live my past troubles and live imaginary ones
visit universes of horror that never occur outside my own flight of the present

I spend my days in anxiety of what was and what will most likely never occur.

Can I change?

Can I distort and erase the memories not needed for the man I must become?

Can I expect the most favorable outcome of every future event which is as likely as the worst, and deal with events as they unfold by always staying in the present?

Can i Work for a better future by following my highest excitement in perfect trust that the universe will unfold itself exactly as it is and that love is the only frequency that exists?

Can i understand that I have no control over nature ?

That events do not play any part of my emotional life, only my reactions to them and that there in lies my free will and my key to happiness?

I do not know but I intend to try to live forever in the present , ignoring everything else until I am emerged in a universe of timelessness.

By Jonas S Lundström

Acrylics on canvas 2015 paired with poem 2015-03-12

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