i'm a lucky man so far

i've been love
or gasm
of emeriss
and jens
in real life



i'm jacks bloated liver
in fight club

swimming in an ocean of piss
he dont want to give me a pass
so he just gave me a life jacket
just bobbing around waves
swallowing salt and screaming full lungs

flowing with the go
undefeatable



by other hands






just my own



i'm a lucky man so i'm thinking
i'll float down to costa del sol
where i'll do the same just in

sunny weather

yeah


i'll die happier
if burnt by sun


lucky i got the bug for
self therapy
i'll make my flesh into letters

i'm a man made of paper

just another bonne from västgötaslätten
got my skin full of nordic imagery
it's all jormungar and machinery grease

they say i look like grand uncle arne
death at 32 full of bad jokes and alcohol
inked like granddads daddy the sailor
with the smile playing accordion
broken back, generations at the sweat shops and
poker hands dealt in the fields of gold
wheat grows, sometimes
lightning striking, death row

for three or four
of the daughters and sons



they were all atleast 8 to begin with
just to see how many
would survive being born



and i'm a lucky man
who just cant enjoy
a fucking ungrateful



millenial







drinking the kool aid
just getting a sore throat
and a police charge
i'm a student of luck
and it boggles the mind
as my old guild master said
way out there in the romanian wastes
smoking a hundred cigarettes per raid
just avoid the void zones
dont run into the spikes
imagine them as big dicks
wanting to give you
an unwanted assfuck

you got a sword, just chop them
into dust, snort that

says posseidon

and goes into cocaine rage

smoking his weed on the toilet
somewhere in the bulgarian capital
betting his marriage for the mmo

over the new paladin wiping us
repeatedly

they then fat shame on ventrilo


how much do you weigh?
are you just an unlucky man
or a norwegian whale?



dont even remember his name
nice guy though


should have said that

just got bad timing



and we were lucky not to bust
anub'arrak
in trials of the crusader


realm second
tribute to insanity





where i learnt about me
wasting life


i'm a lucky man
i put a bullet in my head
and shot out the brain cancer
this is ten years after


im just a good hand of shit-man
as we call it

and nigger and president
was the other game
we used to play
always stuck in the middle as a strategy
safe from lynchings
safe from assasination
i'll be the drone biding my time
standing in the middle of the road
watching the cars just pile up crashing
the metal reaching for the sky
as it's pressed together, steel wrinkles
aluminum trees watching over me i
drive mine lights out seeing what hand im dealt
maybe it's death making me feel alive
adrenaline rush, it's a fucking commodity over here

yeah

i'm just a lucky man so far so
fucking
ungrateful
and this
is just a tribute

to insanity