Maybe I want you
to feel my pain

The same way
as you felt my love.

Don't tell me
you feel it
already

I live
still

without
healing or recovery

You went on
living your happy life

You closed your eyes
so you wont see me.

Pretending,
listening to lies
perhaps
your own or heard from others

You made me feel insane
The force of my love
turned around
and destroied me.

Now
You close you eyes
huge you wife and kids
enjoy your drink
Pretend I didn't exist