Driving yourself insane
Tryna be someone
Something you’re not
Starting to breathe heavy
Loosin sight
Loosin mind
Are you really alive?

How will I find
Someone that matters
When I no longer feel
Everything is just shattered
How did I get here?

Feelings all so numb
Am I dumb
Or am I just crazy?

I thought I had it all figured out
But everything is just out
Of control
How will I end up if
I just let myself go?
I’m scared but if I don’t try
I will never know