that fact that you even can try to,
take your life,
imagine, to see inside your soul,
escape from your body in the scream of \"help\",
you didnt want to see, but your eyes refused to stop watching,
you can see your life in front of you,
comparing to shit, you tryed to cry, thou you can not,
your mistakes are made and can not be erased,
they ill torture you every day, until someone leads you to heaven or hell.