Infinity finds itself confined to a single moment of apathy.
Crawl, crawl, crawl away…
It’s not even worth the consuming pain that was supposed to bring life.
Life… What a joke. A complete waste of perfectly good knees.
Scrub them dry in vain.
In vain. Vanity. An endless self-obsession...
In vain. Vanity. Vanilla!

Cream-colored dreams crushed in an instant. Instant relief.
No longer do I have to taste your false sweetening. Pseudo-sugar.

Your bitterness has made me bitter,
But when it comes from you it’s a bittersweet concoction.
If I received eternal pain from you
It would still be the sweetest feeling of my life.
My life… What a joke. Without you I am nothing.
Nothing… What a carefree notion.
If only I could be nothing.