sometimes you just have to say that specific word
utter the insanity you keep bottled-up within

I am failure, hear me roar...

I feel like I\'m cracking up at the seams...
pieces of me are sinking below the surface
I am drowning in my own filth
and I am, as far as life goes, a failure

This is good
You have to admit, whatever else will be
I\'ll always know what I am in truth

truth... truth is tricky...
you have to know truth to speak it
I am abundantly clear in that regard
I know nothing of truth... not a damn thing...

I know, for lack of a better word, nothing
but I know that I don\'t know
so whatever I said I didn\'t know I probably do
... on some level

so what is truth anyway... and why would anyone bother to feign caring
i\'s so ambiguos... anything goes, really...

I could say I was happy and that would be truth... as far as you know...
life is like that, too...
boring and unrelenting in it\'s interesting shortcomings...

I don\'t know much...
I know I like how the moon makes wet pavement glimmer...
and that at some point in a text there has to be an end...

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