I could sleep for a million years
wake up in terror
rub my eyes and take a breath
see the world around me and smile
whatever the world will be I'd smile
because of one single thing...
I'm far away and way out of sight
from any possibility of meeting
of seeing or sensing the presence of
you or your madness-infusing self in me again

I never wanted to live forever 'til you was an entity in my void,
I still don't... I just wanna get away... far away from every possibility
even if that would mean the curse of everlasting life...

Still...

I'd give my right and left kidney to see you again...

... and my lungs... and maybe my heart

... but that's it!

Oh, right! ... and my brain... I never use the damn thing anyway

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