If you could find me a man,
a man like Mr. Darcy,
I just might,
only might,
consider the possibility
of hopefully and maybe
falling in love again.

But if you do not
and if there is none
single man like him
I might as well just stop
trying to imagine
a invention truth in a illusion
where there is no explanation
or even the smallest conviction
of whether there is a reality
or if it is all just a hallucination.