Greasy hair and much-too-chewed fingernails, eyelids heavy lashes stingy skin so scared of light. Night swallows day, shattered sun beams into billions of eyes, winking whenever I blink sinking the thoughts I think. Trying to rest my head but suffocate under layers of freezy skin, swiftly reaching the surface and finding lost breath.

Brain banging against skull tounge falling down my throat lungs not working back cracked teeth smacked nails ripped nerves clipped thoughts slowly crumbling tumbling me down.