Shuddered fists.

I can barely hold my fingers straight.

Raging sadness from within.

Bottles staggering tall.

I can't clear my head out.

i wish i had the courage to die.

Telling friends and family that im fine.

I scrape my Nails into my thighs.

i pray to god that i could die.

Every wall i create, every maze that i make.

I decimate and diminish with my own self hate.

In my mind i hear my demons play.

Speaking through voices.

Saying that i'm weak.

It's sweet Lovely torture with emotional pain.

Please someone awake me from this hell.

Scratching my face bloody and red.

Laughing while i watch the darkness devours my soul.

Tears flushing dowm my Eyes as the voices whispers...

Tonight...

is the night you die.