Knowing, when it's time to seal,

I have to claim a better deal.

I need something that is for real.

Just anything, that make me feel.

Well, am I not the stupid one?

Reaching out for what is gone.

For what is distant, far away.

Aiming for it, anyway.

I have to smartly play my cards,

then it will hit, and hit me, hard.

I will move on and, without thinking,

take a hit and maybe sinking.

Being caught up in the blast

between the future and my past.

And if I really do pretending;

I'm on a quest that's never ending.

Craving some, that is for real.

Aiming for a better deal.

Am I not the stupid one?

Now I saw it. Now its gone