Part 1 :


Loving you… that is just way to tough to do
Foundation’s shakey and the structures loose
I stand teary eyed adhering to fear inside
Seeking acceptation to heal this weary mind
Here am I, Searching for endearing times
Concealed behind the tears of piercing brown eyes
I have weak mind, also an absent control
Leaves matters unsolved, the pattern revolves
And i can\'t battle it all, with my back to the wall
I need someone to catch me when I happen to fall
The mistake just looms, now as I\'m facing you
I\'ve looked inside but I\'ve never had faith in you
You barely made it through as a wasted youth
So tell me how can one suddenly break in two?


Part 2 :


And a part of me tends to argue defence
No longer I can, coz my heart has been spent
It’s an awful intent, through cause and effect
Appearing more distorted through a watery lens
The patience’s drained at an amazing pace
How can I stand when I am draped in chains
Hatred\'s raised and it\'s time to make a change
I can only erase this pain with a razor blade
My intention is then finally.. to find direction
I seek the true me that lies inside the wreckage
Find perspective that hides when I\'m in question
Whoe are you? Maybe in place of my reflection?
I\'ve lost touch.. and dont know what to do
Loving you… is just to damn tough to do
The foundations shaky and the structure’s loose. . . . .