There is nothing I want to feel
everything's lost it's appeal
there is nothing I want to do
I don't want to follow through

I can't wait to not see you there
I carry more than I can bear
transfuse over your despair
set fire to my stomachs flare

You want more than I can share
I cannot wait to leave you there

Nothing left to talk about
a flickering flare has soon burned out

No one I have ever known
will always make me feel alone
never been more than alone
my skin is stretched above the bone
for far too long now has it grown
the pain that gnaws beneath the bone
it will never leave me alone

I will never know the truth
I just want to know the truth
I just want to know it's you

I know it has to be me
for it will never cease to be
never at ease and never free
or maybe never misery
if only I could just believe
caged in darkness never see
what it means to believe
lay frozen in your apathy

I could give you a soul to sow
but I just cannot grow more old
a smell of death a taste of mold
my chest's last breath I cannot hold

Pieces spread out everywhere
it makes a sting it made a tear
needle string my heart repair
I took the time and paid the fare
but it will never take me there
always ends up in despair
death will take us away from here

So much more to think about
compose your thoughts and lay it out
another line another rhyme
I can't fit it in my time