I jump around like a clown

Shaking like zombie

I feel so much pain

Laughter is the relife of my pain

I'm so sick inside

My soul so dam terefied

I will die

I will live

I don't even know...ha....

ha

ha ha

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I need a gun. To kill my self

..no nonono....Everything is fine

he...he

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

THE PAIN. THE PAIN IS REAL