Even when I feel like life is saddness

Even when I feel like I'm all out of joy

I feel like huricane of maddness

When I stare at my self

I feel like the world is crashing

When I fear the horror of my own reality

It's this fearsome energy of destruction.

Sometimes it becomes overwhelming


I never wanted to be a mad man on anger

But I guess this is what I am. At least I can understand my own sickness. Anger outburst, yeah it does hurt. To be so full of wrath when there is no reason.