Inside the mind. It feels like someone wan't me to die

I live a souless life

In a pit of desperation

And it's what keeping me alive.

I do not wan't to give in to death

Neither do I really wan't this overbearing pain.

And yet here I am. Stuck in a place without escape

Makes me angry

Makes me sad

Makes me happy

Makes me bad

The ego becomes a weapon

And I try to be fine.

Emotions. Can't give em up

Without them...I'm not much.