Feels like it just wan't me to attack

I hate when I feel this way

Traped in sea of missery

You make evil, why do do this?

I never wnated pain

I never wanted so be such a creature

And yet here I am again...Back to the same pain.

Back to the same hell

...have I angerd the gods?

Why do you hate me? Why do you not leave me be.

But I guess I only have my self to blame

...It is what it is...I give up